So I am trying to take control of several aspects of my life and the update is promising.
Body - I am eating better. Lost 3kgs (6.6lbs) due to scrapping MOST of my shitty food. I have a way to go but at least ONE part of this whole body change thing is progressing.
Job - Lots of possibilities and I hope to have good news about that. At the moment we are at end of financial year - which in a Finance team can be graciously described as hell and chaos in a hand-basket. But there is stuff on the horizon so fingers crossed. Although I have to admit, I am finding it difficult to let go of a sure thing - even with chaos and dysfunction - for the possibility of something better. Hard one to balance that one.
Home Life - Improving. Bubb and I continue to explore our new standing with each other. It's surprising - frustrating - reassuring - exciting - terrifying et al. But it works for us.
When you have Depression - self analysis and re-configuration of your Life Plan can be something that happens a little more regularly than most. It's a necessary function to keep up with how you're feeling / cycling / improving / managing etc. This time though it actually feels like I am making some progress.
The other thing I am finding is that I am becoming more comfortable in my fat bod. Really. And I don't say that to illicit some sort of sympathy or compassion. Merely objectively stating a fact. Not that I want to stay my size - I'll have a heart attack or a massively fatal asthma attack if I do. But I don't necessarily hate myself. Progress.
And it's good :)
Now............ all I need to do is get the motivation to finish both my novel and my screenplay.
Oy vey - this self growth stuff does keep one busy............