.....Coz I am totally pissed off with him right now !
I'm a Jew - I believe in G-d - but I do not believe that he could totally forsake my mother.
Yeah - I'm a bit of a shithead and I can wear that - that's my problem.
But my mother is a Saint - for want of a better word.
Why does SHE deserve the pain she has to go through in her life?????
My G-d is supposed to be loving and merciful - and I know we have to stand on our own two feet - that's why he gave us free will and self determination - but what of the good people like my Mum who can't get a fucking break ?!
HER mother is dying - One of her sisters is being a TOTAL bitch - she can barely make ends meet - and she drives up and down to and from Brisbane every day to be with my Nan so that she can make sure everything is taken care of ?!
WHEN DOES SHE GET A BREAK HUH G-D???
I'm trying to put a decent face on lately but life is totally shitting me right now and the GOOD people seem to either be dying or being left behind.
This is NOT how it is supposed to be.
To say my Faith is a little shaky at the moment is an understatement - and my Faith has always been a source of strength ........................ until recently.
I hope He gets my letter and wakes up to what's going on down here.
I and my mum ain't the only ones doing it hard.
I'm going to bed now.
4 comments:
Sometimes I wonder that too.
My mother is a good Christian, yet she was recently diagnosed with early onset alzheimers.
I just chop it up to sometimes stuff just happens.
One of the most annoying people I ever knew lived to be almost a hundred.
While my friend (a great person) was recently taken from me.
There's no accounting for it.
And yes, that sucks.
Here are the bullshit answers:
1) It is all part of
god's great plan.
2) God is testing you.
The truth is that life sucks and then you die. If you have faith in God and you are lucky, because it makes things easier. But the lesson is the same, you gotta go for the gusto today, while you are hale and hearty.
Toddy - It isnt fair mate.
MJ - Yeah it sucks - but thanks for caring :)
Sue - Big hugs to you dear - go travel and enjoy the wedding.
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