Tuesday, 27 December 2011

.....2 Return...So...Where The Fuck Have I Been?....

Well....... Today I am right here..



....the last month has been a combination of broken computer, lots of work, lots of counselling, and, lots of thinking..

....Bubb and I are in a much better place and really enjoying our friendship. He was sweet and not only got me a new puter - but also an iPad!!!!! We love the Bubb :)

...I've been thinking alot and have decided that three things need to happen -
1 - I need to fulfil some goals I've been pretty lazy about ie my novel and screenplay
2 - I have to take better care of my health. That means improving my diet and losing some weight.
3 - I need a change of direction in my job. That could mean a different focus in my current job or a new job. We will see.

...I also need to rediscover my faith. My depression has taken the focus away from many things in my life. I need to take back that control, be less of a victim, and more in charge...

...I also need to find a way past this barrier I've erected where my weight and my (lack of a) social life is concerned...

...With my new counsellor and a renewed faith in myself and my friendship w Bubb, I actually feel like I can win again..

... I look forward to continuing to share my journey through life, faith, people and - of course - porn ;) in the new year...

...may HaShem bless you all..

Hugs & Sloppies

Damien
Jew / Blogger / Chub / Author / Composer / Friend / Son / Wanderer

8 comments:

MJ said...

*clicks to enlarge*

That's a very phallic faucet.

Blessings to YOU, Miss Beaverhausen!

Queer Heaven said...

Sounds like you might be on the right track

Buddy Bear said...

I'm wishing you all the best with your goals.

Wonder Man said...

You will win, believe that

kabuki zero said...

You must win, for that is the only way to kick depressions sorry ass. Depression is a big sissy, he cannot stand up to the man that you have become. love you unconditionally - kabuki zero

Victor said...

So much suds, very impressive!

Prince Toddy English said...

What bubbles do you use? Mine are always so pithy. Anyway, glad you are back! :0)

cb said...

Sounds like you already have your new year's resolutions well in order!