There's a man I love.
Not in THAT way.......... but as a friend...... and I realised it today for the first time.
I've always liked him and he's become a good and valued friend, but he had never gotten THAT thought before. That deep level of friendship.
So............... how did I hurt him?
Well...... he isn't in a good place right now. And I am about as subtle as a multiple train wreck... so I gave him my overview of the situation and possibly what was/could be obstacles to his current lack of wellbeing. I believe I didn't step OVER the line - but I admit I was definitely poised over it.
I know now that he is a Friend with a capital F - a friend who I care deeply for. A friend that I will always be there for, but a friend that - even with good intentions - I hurt today.
Hopefully he will understand in time where I was coming from and I hope he understands my care and concern for him. But I pissed him off. No doubt about it. And I don't like that.
I do love him though. Very much. And I am very lucky to have him as a friend.
That is all.
Shalom
D
xox
3 comments:
I just started following your blog yesterday but can't seem to get enough of it. Love it!!
I do hate to hear about the conversation gone wrong. If you guys are as close as you say then I wouldn't doubt that he knows how much you care for him. News like that is just hard to take from anyone at any given time. I feel that he will make his way back to you and you both will grow closer and stronger because of it.
With all the Love...
B
Hey Ben
Thanks for the kind words - very much appreciate it.
Yes - we have talked and all is forgiven and thankfully it worked out.
glad it worked out
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