......My Previous Post on Measurements........

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I just re-read the post I did.

Why am I letting this worry me so much?

My partner will still be at home - He will still love me - Less of a waistline won't stop my Nan from dying and it won't cure my depression!

What the fuck just happened???????

I can't believe I had such a shallow moment right then.

Sure we joke about things like this and there WAS a joke in there - but it actually provoked a reaction of anxiety.

ABOUT A WAIST MEASUREMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus H - this is not good.

Why are we all so obsessed about this shit? Even those who take the high ground are worried about it - they are just too insecure to show the worry.

Now - partly for me it is a health issue. My father has had multiple heart attacks and strokes but he was a chain smoker and I am not. But I am a chronic asthmatic and excess weight can interfere with the ability of the lungs and diaphragm from working as well as they should.

Is it truly my vanity? My friends don't care - my Mum doesn't and neither does my partner - they just want me to be happy however I am.

But does that mean my happiness is directly linked to my weight?

Oooooooooooooooooooooookay - Baby has some thinking to do now.

Oy vey............. why isn't my Rabbi on speed dial.

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