Thursday, 13 May 2010

....................................... I'm Funky .......................................


....................and I am not talking a mirror ball. I am feel like I am falling again ...............


........ and I hate it ...................it is like a monster in me that mocks me................................

..........and yet I can sit here quite calmy with a glass of red wine and quite competently blog about it.....I can even do the first post of the Aussie Guyz ..... all the while appreciating my first guy's exuberance .... I apologise to him that I followed it with this ..........

.................. I can even take pictures......... conscious of what I am doing ........... and yet the monster inside reminds me how my brain is put together......... and it is vain...... it wants to see itself .......

.......... the fatigue I feel ..... in my head and my body......... is the monster inside refusing to tow the line.............. and yet I could be perfectly fine tomorrow............... or absolutely dreadful...........


....................... we'll see.....................................................

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9 comments:

Stud 4 Rent said...

BIG HUGS TO YOU STUD!

MJ said...

Shake your pom poms, girl.

CyberPete said...

I always find that chocolates and Champagne works.

Oh, and dancing around the flat to the delightful tunes of Miss Kyles.

CyberPete said...

Maybe a nice conga line to Better The Devil You Know?

MJ said...

You forgot to tell him how you shave your legs first, CyberPete.

Princess said...

Hang in there Damien,

This too shall pass...

Big Hugs to you...

BosGuy said...

Sorry you are in a funk right now. I think I suffer from seasonal depression because as we move to winter (it gets really cold here in Boston, US) I find I lack energy and it is harder to remain positive. However as we move to spring (like we are now) I feel like I have an extra spring in my step. I'll keep checking back to see how you are doing.

Hugs,

BosGuy

Wonder Man said...

Sending you a big hug, babe

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